Can’t even figure out how to make a new post… so much for this being a daily thing. Keep trying.
Set alarm and timer for Brian at 1pm on Radio 6. I know I’ll get distracted and forget otherwise.
Just feeling like my head wants to overreact today, to posts. And comments and such, so, better staying away from hints that will do that. Fuck Banksy. Typical… should have known that. Why are they automatically like that?
Feel a bit lost in myself… teetering on a plank on a ball, trying to keep my balance. Fear and a need to lash out and all stuff like that, and trying to stop it. Glad I left the ch: strange terminology, really, as it wasn’t so much that as it leaving me, or rather, that faith/belief leaving me.
And generally… ordinary ones… like Kit, forever asking for donations. Find that so irritating, and makes me feel exactly the opposite. The whole X thing, yeah, nice idea, maybe, but just that, an idea, story, people.
Back to the secular J. with a touch of Bud. and a Hare Krishna for intrusive thoughts. My head’s such a mess. Poor wee B. doesn’t get played with enough. I think/hope he’s happy… I’d love another but couldn’t cope, and couldn’t afford it, and disaster if they didn’t get on. Not like before… I’m older now: not that many years, but it feels concentrated and very much an ongoing “doesn’t get better” thing. Try to think and have sense.
I miss John. Wish I could just talk to him.
Maybe more later. Want to do a little every day. Might do a bit of tweaking for adding links etc and pictures… it’s only for me so it needs to be the way I want it. And hey, I typed this this with two hands! Well, a finger on each…
Just noticed the background on this… 🩵🩷
Huh. Didn’t post itself …trying again…different one: experiment, learn
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